Thanks Cupid for the fake plastic arrow and thanks From Autumn To Ashes for such understand me.

I am not sure to whom should i blame when she cant fulfill my desire. And i knew it was not her fault.

Should i blame God?
Should i blame to my faith?
Should i blame to the system?
Should i blame to the whole world?
Or should i blame my own self?

I didnt get the answer behind this line. I have no clue at all. At all.

Hardest part is, a lot of question marks in my mind but then no one can answer it.

Why must He show you up while i am miserable and take it back when i am cured?

As much as i love autumn and i give myself to ashes.